I want to cuddle with someone and feel something deeper than sex. I want a connection with someone that goes deeper than attraction. Like yeah, you’re attractive but I’m also attracted to your genuine heart, your quirks, your ambitions, your honesty, your confidence, your shyness, your funny self, your sad self, your anxious self, your beautiful mess of thoughts. I want a connection that surpasses just sex…something that really connects someone to another on a different level. I want a relationship with someone who wants affection, who wants to work at the relationship when times get tough, someone who wants a long term relationship. Maybe we aren’t all meant to be beautiful in the way we are externally shown to others; maybe it’s the way we were beautifully constructed and the storms that we chase rather than run away from. The possibilities and chances; the strength to start over again. I want that much with someone and more. I want to feel safe, content, loved, and myself. I want that…so badly.